They say; Love can never be forgotten. So why - in front of this man now - do I feel so lost?
Something in him feels so familiar, yet at the same time gives me pain...
Something in him feels so familiar, yet at the same time gives me pain...
Did I really love him...? Did he really make me feel safe...?
I'm trying to understand, but I just don't know how... It was all happening so fast, and I had no idea what was going on. I just needed to trust my mother. She said to do whatever he told me to. She said that I no longer had a right to say no. I had no choice. There was no way to refuse... And now, here I am, standing next to him. Not knowing what I was really doing, I just said those words...